secrets, gossips, lies

  how i wish i could turn back the time, knowing the consequences of my actions.., knowing the possibilities and the endless consequences of what i am doing..,

SECRETS
   it was supposed to be just between the two of us,. it was supposed to be something that should be kept hidden.., it was supposed to be a SECRET! what happened was not in any of my plan, but on his side?! i don't know..,

GOSSIP
   he told someone about us, and that person told another person who is a friend of mine, now, it's a chaos.., most of my mates now knew something is going on, arrgh.., hassles.., i know they won't stop me, but i know, deep inside, they want to...,

LIES
   can't say anything.., he lied..,

car accident

this is it!

5am ang out ko, umpisa pa lang ng shift ko, kinausap na nya ko at sinabi nyang, samahan ko daw sya matulog, ako naman, nakahalata na.., kumbaga, alam ko na..,  dedma lang ako, sabi ko lang, ok.., after shift..,

5AM

yosi.., kasama ng iba ko pang mga TL, kwentuhan, chismisan, usapan., -end-

5:20AM

eto na.., we got into his car, konting usap, then he started kissing me, then i kissed back.., then he said sorry.., dinedma ko lang and i kissed him again.., i pulled down his pants, his hands are on my butt.., then we stopped.., sabi nya, promise, hindi kita gagalawin, ayokong makasira ng relasyon, not unless pilitin ko daw,, natawa naman ako dun.., then, it happened again, pero hanggang dun lang..,  basta ang sabi ko sa kanya, walang mag.aadd sa FB at walang magkukuhanan ng number..,

then we got out of the car..,

to be continued..,